Lilly Bugs and I say Merry Christmas to you and all your loved ones!
Blessings to you and glory to God in the highest for His marvelous gift to man!
Freda
Are you praying for Israel? There has never been a time in recent history when Israel needs prayer more than now. The enemy of our souls may try to tell you that your prayers do not matter, that you are just an ordinary person and that you do not know how to pray or that you are ignorant about Israel or that one more prayer from an average believer will not matter. Lies lies lies!
God hears every prayer and believers are commanded to pray for Israel. See Psalm 126, especially verse 6 through 9.
Pray for the peace of Jerusalem: “May those who love you be secure.
7 May there be peace within your walls and security within your citadels.”
8 For the sake of my family and friends, I will say, “Peace be within you.”9 For the sake of the house of the Lord our God, I will seek your prosperity.
Another verse to imprint on your heart is Genesis 12:3: I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse; and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you.”
How to pray? Again, I suggest you follow Intercessors for America. Today’s News – Intercessors for America (ifapray.org)
And join the Jerusalem Prayer team. Home – Jerusalem Prayer Team
Watch what you are watching. I urge you not to watch mainstream media or social media. The enemy seeks to plant fear as well as to discord. We need to be informed but we do not need to be terrorized by images of what the terrorists did. Stay in peace. Fear never comes from God.
However, do listen to conservative, Christian media outlets. The best I know of is Victory News and Flashpoint. The Jerusalem Prayer Team is another excellent source of God’s truth about what is happening in Israel.
Victory News – VICTORY Original Programming (govictory.com)
FlashPoint – Hosted by Gene Bailey (govictory.com)
God prophesied this. On the Flashpoint Israel War special podcast from October 9 you will learn that God prophesied what is happening now. That should give you comfort and reassurance that our almighty, all-powerful Father is still on His throne and will always, always, always be.
FlashPoint: Israel War Special (October 9th 2023) – FlashPoint (govictory.com)
How else can I help? Two specific things to do are:
[1] Call your senators and representatives. Call the Capital switchboard 1-202-224-3121 to connect with your senators and congressional representatives. Tell them America must support Israel NOW. Tell them we want our borders secure NOW. Your calls, letters and emails do make a difference. They know you voted them in and can vote them out.
[2] Give to Israel. I have given to Jerusalem Prayer Team. www.jerusalemprayerteam.org. I am confident the money will go for Israel. You can hear an interview with Dr. Mike Evans, founder of this organization and world-renowned expert on Israel, on the October 10 Flashpoint podcast “Prepare for Change” at this link. Listen at about minute 43, then go back and watch the entire podcast.
FlashPoint: Prepare for Change! (October 10th 2023) – FlashPoint (govictory.com)
Your prayers and support matter. Pray for the peace of Jerusalem. Psalm 126:6-9.
Friend, everyone needs to be praying for Israel! For a Biblical view of what is happening and the history behind Gaza from a Biblical perspective see Victory News for October 9, 2023 (the 4 p.m. podcast.) Below is the link. The brief and spot-on summary begins at about minute 23.
Programs – VICTORY (govictory.com)
Tonight, at 8 p.m., there will be a Flashpoint special. Here is the link to Flashpoint.
FlashPoint – Hosted by Gene Bailey (govictory.com)
Intercessors for America is posting updates. You can go there and add your prayer (at the end of the text) and you can click to indicate that you have prayed. GOD HEARS OUR EVERY PRAYER!!!
Today’s News – Intercessors for America (ifapray.org)
P R A Y F O R I S R A E L !!!
Consider the heavens!
Consider the heavens, so far up above, consider and see the height of His love.
In that great truth, what truth I now see: That my Father in Heaven, He loves even me!
Psalm 103, verse 11, kindled the above thoughts. By “great truth” I mean that God’s love for those who fear Him is as great as the height of the heavens. By the “truth I now see”, I mean that His measureless love includes me.
The heavens declare His glory and His love for us. (Psalm 19:1) Whether I look at the inverted bowl of indigo that is the night-time sky or the majestic clouds that float, like mountains, in the celestial blue of the day-time sky, the distance between me and the Creator of the universe discomposes my soul. How can God, the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords, love me? How can the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob say to me “Behold, I am with you, and will keep (watch over you with care, take notice of) you wherever you may go. . . “ (Genesis 28:15) (AMPC)
He is looking for those who desperately look for Him. Psalm 53:2 tells us “God looked down from heaven upon the children of men to see if there were any who understood, who sought (inquired after and desperately required) God.” (AMPC) Note the word “desperately.” How wonderful to think that God is looking for people who desperately seek Him. That includes me!
These last few months, I have needed awareness of God’s presence more than ever before. I have sought God, needing His strength to calm my emotions, to help me think the right thoughts, and do things I need to do as He and I reclaim the life the enemy tried to steal through months of dark depression. Learning to remain aware of my loving Father’s presence has brought emotional stability. He is always with me, I know, but for far too many months, awareness of His presence was as changeable as waves in the wild wind. So I have been seeking Him–desperately requiring Him–every day.
“Seek” means to inquire and require God. The Amplified Classic Bible includes words and phrases (set off by parentheses, dashes, commas, and brackets) that speakers of the original language would have implicitly understood as part of the meaning of the words. In Psalm 24:6, the word “seek” is followed by “. . . [inquire of and for Him and of necessity require Him] As I explored how to seek God, I pondered these words in brackets. I saw that seeking God means to inquire of Him, to investigate, or ask for information from God. Seeking God means to ask God for God Himself. And, seeking God means to require, or actually need, Him.
This is what I have been doing in recent months. Because fear and gloomy feelings often seemed so close, I was driven to:
Ways to find God’s presence. Do I do seek Him perfectly? By no means! Do I still get stuck in feelings sometimes? Yes! However, desperately seeking His presence has provided training in some habits of hand and heart that consistently bring the blessed peace of His presence. It still takes a while sometimes to regain my peace, but He never fails.
I strive to keep these ways of seeking God’s presence sincere and authentic, lest they become mere ritual or tradition. I also strive to keep my heart pure as to why I seek God–because I love Him, need Him, and want to seek Him for the sake of others, not to avoid tasks I know I need to do or to avoid consequences of my actions or failure to act.
Below is a list of some ways to find God’s presence that I have discovered so far. I plan to write more about each of these ways in the coming days.
You will find God’s presence in:
God will help us! In 2 Chronicles 16:9 (NLT), God tells us “The eyes of the Lord search the whole earth in order to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to Him . . .” To me, that means that no matter where you are on this earth, if your heart is fully committed to Him, God is searching for you, to strengthen you. What a comfort!
As we explore these ways to draw near to God, we can know He will strengthen us and help us. What a loving heavenly Father we have! I say with the psalmist in Psalm 34:1 (NIV) “I will extol the Lord at all times; His praise will always be on my lips!”
A beautiful morning but . . . This 42 degree, overclouded morning, I stood with my daughter and son-in-law as my kindergartener grandson, costumed as Ralph S. Mouse and my first-grader (Tock the dog), along with 200 other schoolchildren marched around the freshly-mulched schoolgrounds for the Book Character Parade. Parents sipped coffee from go mugs and shared stories of last-minute costume disasters. I silently thanked God for the blessing of being close to my family. Happiness warmed me from the inside out. But it began to fade as I parted from my family. Those old self-doubts and fear began to spin. Uh oh! By God’s grace, I stopped them as I recalled four truths about feelings.
[1] Negative feelings are part of normal life. Having negative feelings does not mean you are not healed. Every human being has problems. I so appreciate Joyce Meyer and other great Bible teachers who share that they, too, battle thoughts and feelings – daily! When negative thoughts and feelings surface as we move away from entrenched mental and emotional habits, we may think: “Oh, no! I am still depressed (or anxious, or whatever else) But the truth is every human has normal ups and downs, positive and negative feelings and everything in between. I Corinthians 10:13 tells us that every temptation and problem we face is something other humans do, too. This morning, I remembered to remind myself: Thoughts and feelings like this are normal. Everyone feels a bit sad when parting from loved ones. This little sad feeling does not mean anything is wrong. Calm down. Feelings cannot hurt me.
[2] Living by feelings brings darkness and death but living by faith brings light and life to my soul and spirit. Psalm 34:5 explains that “Those who look to Him for help will be radiant with joy. . . ” (NLT) I can focus on one thing at a time. If I think about God and His goodness, I experience His joy. If I think about myself, my mind is not on God and easily sinks down into fleshly habits. While in the pit, I made two mistakes in handling feelings: constantly checking feelings, and letting feelings determine what I did. I am tearing down those strongholds!
[3] Monitoring feelings keeps you stuck in them. When I left my family this morning and faced the rest of the day alone,I felt sad.Out of habit, my mind at once focused on the sadness. I wondered “How am I feeling? Down? Fearful?” Like being tied to an anchor by a chain I had grown numb to, my thoughts circled, going nowhere, looking downward into my inner self.
But by God’s grace, He is exposing this habit day by day for me. He is helping me do what I cannot do myself. As I do my part, He is doing His part. As I have been faithfully looking into the mirror of God’s Word, He is showing me what needs to change. (James 4:22-25.) and He is giving me His strength to do what He tells me to do.
[4] Feelings should not determine your actions. Philippians 2:12c-13 tells us: “Work hard to show the results of your salvation, obeying God with deep reverence and fear. (13) For God is working in you, giving you the desire and the power to do what pleases Him.” (NLT) Now, when I see I have focused on feelings, I choose not to let them control my life.
I deliberately start repeating a Scripture, out loud if possible, I remind myself of His promises to care for me and I look for something to do for Him, no matter if I still feel afraid or sad or whatever. I smile at the person standing next to me and say something positive, I do the next task in my hands at work as unto Him or, if alone, I smile up at God, pray for someone and choose to honor God by trusting Him to take care of my heart (and its sometimes pesky feelings) as–in proportion to—my depending upon Him! Psalm 33:22 “Let Your mercy and loving-kindness, O Lord, be upon us, in proportion to our waiting and hoping for You.”
It still takes effort but keeping my mind fixed on Him gets easier every day. I pray it does for you, too, dear friend, no matter what may try to steal your joy! May we both be radiant with joy as we look to Him for help!
Facing fear exposes it. All day yesterday, I struggled with anxiety, painfully unlearning the wrong way and relearning the right way to respond to fear. When I got to work, I knew I felt anxious but I kept vaguely thinking about it all day long. I remembered several times to quote a Scripture but fearful thoughts popped up repeatedly, thoughts like “You are never going to be really free of fear, your health is getting worse, your finances . . ..”
As evening approached, I was weary and still thinking about (and thus feeling) the fear. Yuk! All day long, that stinking fear had dived back into the depths of my thoughts, like some oversize fish running around the bottom of an aquarium stirring up all the dirty stuff hidden by gravel. Because I had not clearly identified fear and exposed it, it had grown.
What you focus on grows. Thinking about something grows it, as surely as water grows plants (or weeds!). For most of yesterday, I repeated a mistake made for many months. I actually meditated, or pondered, the fearful, negative thoughts, and they had grown. Yuk again!
Identify the negative then run at it! One technique I learned during group counseling was to be mindful of, or to face, negative feelings, rather than automatically running from them and then doing something to numb the emotion. It is like David running at the giant Goliath. (I Samuel 17:1-54).
For me, as a believer, facing fear means stopping to talk to God about it. So, this morning when I got up and began to feel shaky again, I prayed:
“Dear Father, I confess I am feeling afraid again. Please forgive me if I have done something to cause this fear and show me how to change it. Yet, I know You died so that I might have a blessed, joyful, wonderful life (John 10:10), so I thank You for that, Lord! I praise You that You have made the way to conquer all my problems. Lord Jesus, You said I will have problems in this world but I am to rejoice and be happy because You have overcome the world! (John 16:33) Thank You, Lord, for teaching me how to have right thoughts. Thank You for helping me meditate on Your word. Thank You that I can go to the gym this morning, be friendly, pray silently for everyone I see and know my prayers make a difference. Thank You for enabling me to exercise and keep my earthly tabernacle healthy, thank You, Lord . . . “
Two powerful spiritual weapons: (1) Praise, and (2) giving thanks. God inhabits the praise of His people. Psalm 22:3 tells us that God is “. . . enthroned on the praises of Israel.”(NLT) God is with us when we praise Him. What a privilege! I believe one reason God tells us to praise is that when we talk about how powerful and loving and faithful God is, it reminds our human minds of truths that our all too human flesh tempts us to forget.
And in First Thessalonians 5:16 God tells us to “Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.” (NLT). When we choose to trust that God has good plans for us even when our circumstances seem hard, it makes a powerful statement in spiritual realms.
Long-standing problems can be overcome. In learning from my mistakes, God is mercifully training, or disciplining, me (Please, please study Hebrews 12:6-13!) He is training me because He loves me and wants to “ . . strengthen and harden me to difficulties” (Isaiah 41:10).
Truly, as the song says, He is a good, good Father!
No matter how it feels, no matter how it seems
God has given grace to shatter Satan’s schemes.
No foe can fight against you, no enemy arise
That can stop God’s mighty warrior, eyes fixed upon the prize!
Press on! By grace, in faith, pursue!
Let God complete His work in you!
No matter how it seems. When I wrote that 11 months ago, I thought my struggle with depression must surely be nearly over. However, I did not start climbing out of that pit for another nine agonizing months. I learned the truth of Isaiah 54:17: “But no weapon that is formed against you shall prosper . . . “ I grappled under a dark and heavy cloud for many months. Although it seemed hopeless, God came through as I kept trying to do my part. I use the word try to emphasize that I usually did not feel I was succeeding.
No foe will succeed. During those months, Proverbs 2:7 reassured me: “He holds victory in store for the upright, He is a shield to those whose walk is blameless, for He guards the course of the just and protects the way of His faithful ones.” (NIV). Well, it did not feel like I was on my way to victory! But feelings and circumstances do not matter. What matters is truth. One blessed truth is: God promises victory if we live upright, blameless lives. And if we press on!
Fix your eyes on the prize! (Philippians 3:13-14) I did not understand why the darkness seemed to deepen but I held to the truth that God loved me, I kept seeking God for help, and, I did everything He showed me. With hindsight, I see that I was standing firm in the Lord and keeping my eyes focused on Jesus. (Please pause to ponder Philippians 3:1 – 4:1).
God will complete what He begins. The apostle Paul writes that he is thanking God for the believers at Philippi because he was “ . . . confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus (Philippians 1:3-6, NIV) That is another verse I white-knuckled. God repeats that thought in Psalm 57:2 “I cry out to God Most High, who fulfills His purpose for me.”
Hold fast to His hand. Dear friend, no matter what you struggle with, hold fast to His truth and press on with your life, leaning your entire heart upon Him. His mercy and loving kindness are with us “. . . in proportion to our waiting and hoping for Him.” (Psalm 33:22, Amplified Classic)
At our monthly prayer team meeting tonight, we will sing the song at this link http://bit.ly/1VcXlhr One of the prayer team leaders, sent the link on Saturday, when I was struggling, again, with trusting God that I could actually do all the things successful authors “have” to do today.
I had gotten up early, enjoyed a leisurely extra cup of coffee, pondering God and His ways and looking out the window at my little collection of plants on the porch and at the beautiful tree just beyond my porch. I had a long to do list – work on revising my keywords for both blogs, search the web for more information about publishing electronically, read and make notes on the three library books I have checked out on blogging and publishing. . . and on and on.
All I really wanted to do was write, all day long, like I did years ago, after Sharon grew up and before I returned to school. But the folks who have successfully published multiple ebooks and who are making a profit by telling us all how to do the same, keep saying the same thing: writers cannot just write anymore. They have to work on their own publicity — use Facebook, Twitter, do public speaking engagements, use special marketing techniques to “drive” readers to your website, and on and on and on.
I doggedly worked on some of all that for three hours Saturday and then went for a short walk. I was then so tired, in mind and body, that I accidentally napped for four hours and woke up just in time to watch the news. Oh well, I thought. I tried.
Later that night, just before I went to bed early so I could get up Sunday morning to pray before services, I saw the email with the link to that song. Trust finally broke through the fog.
Forgive me, Lord, for letting worry, and self effort, steal much of our joy together on this Saturday, the day You and I have together to write and think and just be together. Lord, I will keep trying to do some of the things people are saying are necessary for a writer in today’s world. But I am mainly going to just write, because I know that is my true calling from You. I feel Your touch on my heart when we write. Thank You for that!
I am going to trust You to make my feeble efforts at publicity work because I simply do not have time to do a lot of that and be with my grandsons and also do the writing itself. Even if only a few people ever read what You and I write together, I will have fulfilled the call You put on my life, so I will be very, very joyful about that.
Thank You once again, dear dear Father, for Your guidance and for showing me over so many years that I can trust You. If this plan is wrong, then please show me. But, regardless, Lord, thank You for this gift You have given. Empower me to use it totally for Your Kingdom and for Your glory. I love You so much!
No post today – just want to wish you and ALL your loved ones a blessed and happy Thanksgiving holiday! We have so much to be grateful for. If we started counting now, we would not begin to finish by midnight on Thanksgiving day!
God’s richest blessings to you and yours,
Freda